YouxXemnas REQUEST

Falling through thick darkness, my very being was diminished within moments. The darkness clung to me as if stripping the light away from my heart. People are balanced with just enough light and darkness. Once this is out of balance, the unfortunate individual will be consumed by their own evil. Those who have too much light can wield a key-blade. They are pure and kind at heart and want to help others; however, there are few who have obtained such substantial powers to wield the key-blade. The thoughts flow through my mind like running water trying to escape its current path, but it is forced with direction. A voice called me, each time a little louder.

All I could see was darkness when I opened my eyes. No moon, no stars, no light, I saw absolutely nothing. From a distance I saw a man with a darker complexion and silver hair hold his hand out to me.

"Either embrace the darkness and let it swallow you whole, or you can come with me," his deep lulling voice scared me at first. Without reaching a decision the man made the choice for me and took my hand. The bright light blinded me at first, when things came into view they weren't what I expected. Once I opened my eyes, I frantically looked about the room. I realized that episode from before was only a mere dream. A mask was tied around my head, and It provided me with oxygen for your liquid chamber. I was a body inside a capsule. The other tubes were empty, but they were filled with a blue fluid.

"What am I doing here," I softly inquired. I felt the frigid solution rapidly nipping at my skin, which gave me goosebumps. The filament was so thick I blinked constantly to clear my eyes. I found out I was in a strange lab of some sort. There was scattered paperwork and traces of statistics and notes plastered onto a white board. I tried to read what I could, but the room was too dim. Suddenly my chest felt tight, the bandages that were wrapped around me were suffocating. The bandages posed as clothes to cover me up from something. Soon later I realized, as long as I didn't take deep breaths the bandages wouldn't hurt so bad. My thoughts were vacant and lonely without memories to embrace them.

"Who... am I," I faintly asked.

"My dear you've awakened," the same man who was in my dreams appeared in the doorway elegantly. He approached the capsule I was imprisoned in.

"Who are you?" All I could do at the moment was ask questions.

"I am Xemnas. Quite chatty for a creation."

"Creation?"

"Yes I wanted to make a kind being with a heart. I am a nobody, a nobody is a person or being that does not feel emotions. We are empty shells of our somebodies with hearts, once they lose their heart to the darkness. We long to obtain hearts to become somebodies. You are my perfect being."

"You want a heart? Don't hearts make people alive?"

"We can live;  however, the heart I speak of is feelings. Happiness, anger and sadness we nobodies can't feel those. Now what should I name you?" I slightly tilted my head.

"How about _____," he decided. I was unsure of the name, but I didn't have one before, so I didn't know what to think. Xemnas walked over to the machine and hit a few buttons to release the oozy fluid from my capsule. When the fluid was drained I fell to my knees, gravity was to blame for that. It was much easier to see without the thick filament coding over my eyes. The door popped open and gave me freedom. He dried me off using several towels. Soon afterwards, Xemnas knew I was delicate from your original resting place and picked me up. The wet, sticky, tight wraps remained on me. The air was more intense than I expected. Cleaner and purer air than from the tubed mask. He entered a dark vortex and the two of us arrived in a crisp white room, that had snow-white carpeting, the walls were white but had a tint of blue to them. The bed frame and even the fluffy sheets were white. He placed me down onto the bed.

"The bed is much more suitable for you," he told me. I didn't know what to think.

"Thank you, what did we pass through...I don't feel well," words came natural to me but not memories.

"It's a corridor of darkness, I forgot hearts fall weak passing through them. I'll be back," he exited the room using a corridor of darkness.

"I'm Xemnas' creation...my name is _____, and he gave me a room," I noted in my mind with gleaming smile. Like Xemnas had said, he returned with food and clothes. He laid out a white dress with ruffles at the ends of the short sleeves and at the bottom of the dress. I eyed it carefully looking at every intricate aspect of the dress as much as my eyes could. My eyes then wandered to the tray. There was a variety of foods to choose from. Sweets and appetizers were appealing to me at the moment.

"Is this to your liking my dear," he kindly asked. I nodded quickly. He picked up a fork and gathered a piece of my favorite cake and held it close to my mouth until I allowed entry. The mouth-watering piece melted onto my tongue. The my cheeks tingled and I smiled. I gazed up to find Xemnas looking at me intently.

"You have a beautiful smile," his deep voice wooed. A warm sensation could be felt across my cheeks and ears. I turned away from embarrassment.

"Thank you," I shyly confided in him.

"I have to leave _____-chan. I have to talk to Saix about reports," Xemnas left through  a dark portal once again.

As time went by I came to the realization that this bedroom was my new home. I was told to never leave unless absolutely necessary. It was a mystery to me why Xemnas told me this. Spending my days in solitude depressed me, but sure enough Xemnas would return everyday to check up on me several periods during the day.
Every time he stepped in through the door my heart skipped a beat. My heart began to feel a strong connection and would go aflutter. Was this considered love? He would bring me food and talk to me about his day and would kindly ask how I was doing. Until one day, those special visits were ruined when another member entered the room.

It was late morning and I decided to sit out on the balcony to soak up the sun's generous rays. The warm wind was faint; however, the humidity was suffocating. Even so, I still wanted to enjoy outside before Xemnas would return with pizza. I carefully watched the door from a distance and then payed no attention. This was the usual routine for my day. The door flew open and a young man, shorter than Xemnas, rushed throughout the room in search of something. He had silver-blue hair that covered his left eye, from my observation he had stunning aqua-blue eyes. Ironically, he then directed his attention to the balcony. His eyes widened.

"What are you doing here," he questioned, "You weren't completed."

"What is that supposed to mean," I shot back in frustration.

"You were a failure and needed to be worked on. Who let you out?"

"Xemnas," I sternly said.

"I highly doubt that, now come with me and I can fix you," he held out his hand.

"No I don't want to go with you," I crossed my arms and remained seated on the balcony ledge.

"Then I have no other option than to take you by force." He glided over to me, and the shock from his quick movements made me jump. I felt like I was falling backwards. I mind drew a blank as I starred up now at the balcony and the clouds. I couldn't tell when I would hit the ground. Accordingly, I clamped my eyes shut awaiting unbearable pain. To my surprise I made contact to something warm and comforting. Was I caught? Did time stop? Was I still sitting on the balcony? I slightly opened my eyes and peered up to realize I was in Xemnas' arms. He had caught me from my fall. I sighed in relief.

"I've been keeping you my secret from the others," he told me without eye contact.

"What," I asked with a flabbergasted expression.

"You weren't complete so Zexion was going to dispose of you so I prevented that from happening. I grew attached to you, and I wanted to know what type of person you'd be and you were more charming than I had anticipated. I was supposed to get rid of you myself, but no matter how much I tried to think about it. I just couldn't do it."

"Xemnas," was all I could say I was speechless at the moment. Did he love you?

"Superior," Zexion and the others gathered outside in aw of the scene.

"Superior what is going on? I demand to know what you are doing with this failed specimen," a man with long blue hair that had a X on his forehead inquired.

"Judge me all you want I have grown attached to her existence," he simply said.

"Grown attached. She was a failure," Zexion exclaimed in disbelief.

Without another word Xemnas opened up a corridor of darkness and left. The two of us ended up on a beautiful island. The sound of the ocean's waves was soothing. The slight cool breeze that combed through my hair, and the tropical forest that laid in slumber behind the beach. All of it was breathtaking.

"_____-chan I love you very much," Xemnas confided. His yellow-catlike eyes penetrated my unsure heart. I felt warm and my mind raced at the feelings I was experiencing at the moment. I looked away and directed my attention to the water's horizon. The aqua blue water mixed in with the sky in the distance. The clouds almost resembled sleeping mountains at first sight, but I knew better.

"This place is enchanting, I could forget all my troubles here... Xemnas I love you too," I turned to him and beamed a carefree smile.

"If you love me you wouldn't mind being together then... would you _____-chan."
I shook my head 'no' and gently took his hands.

"Why would I mind being with someone I love?" I giggled and felt a tear climbing steadily down my cheek. My feelings were true and felt alright.

He stooped down and passionately kissed my neck. His breath tickled the nape of my neck. Once again he scooped me up in his arms and entered a dark portal and ended up in an entirely different place. This room had beautiful colored drapes that hung over the bed. Jade beads dangled from the doorway. Golden patterns were at the tips of the rose red silk-bedsheets. His many pillows were arranged to your liking before he places you down on the bed. It was a bed made for a king, the fluffy cushioned mattress, the mahogany bed-board, the dangled drapes over the bed for privacy, and the silk sheets were as soft as a new fleece pillow or maybe even softer. I rested your head on the pillow and looked up to find a mural on the top of his canopy bed. It was a tiled, colorful sunset. I was speechless. Xemnas climbed into bed in a red robe and boxers.

"Is everything alright my dear?"

"Yes everything is perfect... I want another kiss," I pouted.

"I can arrange that," he smirked. He pulled me close by my waist and kissed me lustfully. His hair was put up in a high set ponytail, so it wouldn't ruin the steamy moment. I was the first to pull away and gasp for air. He was long from finished and dove in for another kiss seconds later. His wet kiss ended up escaping my mouth and I drooled a little. He realized this and licked the drool before it left my chin, and he playfully bit my lip. I flinched a little from the bite. He nestled his head on my shoulder and glomped me.

"Are you alight _____-chan," he finally asked with no remorse in his arrogant voice.

"Yeah... I... didn't know you... I," I didn't have any idea how to finish my sentence.

He interrupted me with a kiss. "let me help you answer that," he said with each passing short-lived french kiss. Afterwards he kissed my flushed cheek. I never knew this side of Xemnas before. I fell asleep in his arms with sleep's lulling call and tune.
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